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'Recovered, Not Cured' was awarded the SANE Book of the Year in 2004 and was Highly Commended in the Human Rights And Equal Opportunity Comission Awards 2003, in the Arts Non-fiction category.

It has been reccommended reading for clinicians and secondary school texts alike.


ACCOLADES & REVIEWS for 'Recovered, Not Cured, a journey through schizophrenia'

‘the best recent book describing the symptoms of schizophrenia…. I recommend it strongly, both for individuals suffering from schizophrenia and for their families.’

E. Fuller Torrey, MD, Author of 'Surviving Schizophrenia'.

‘A brave, adamantly anti-sensational tale.’

Kirkus Reviews

‘In the tradition of Joanne Greenberg’s I Never Promised You a Rose Garden and Susanna Kaysen’s Girl, Interrupted.’

Lynne F. Maxwell, Library Journal

Mclean’s ‘raw candor and stirring clarity in both words and images make this a rare nonfiction gem, with a power that grips the reader as if by the lapels.’
Donna Chavez,
Booklist

‘McLean’s personal account of a journey through schizophrenia is vital reading for everyone concerned with the subject… Definitely book of the year for insight into schizophrenia.’

Kieran McNally, www.myschizophrenia.com

‘a courageous, first-person account of schizophrenia.’

Lewis Opler MD, PhD, JAMA(Journal of the American Medical Association)

‘A masterpiece of demystification and a terrifying window on to a hopelessly tangled mind… unflinchingly honest.’
Michael Winkler, the Age

‘A powerful, quirky important book … goes straight to the heart of psychotic illness.’

Anne Deveson

‘A profoundly thought-provoking and very readable book.’

Reading Time



BLURB:

Edinburgh, 1994 I am crouching in an alleyway. They can't see me here, so for the moment I am safe. There must be hundreds of loudspeakers projecting secret messages at me, and umpteen video cameras tracking every move I make...They will tie me up, soak my feet in water and have goats lick my feet down to thebone...

Melbourne, 2003 'Nowadays I say that I am recovered, not cured. I have a job, I have my band, I have my friends and my family. I pay my taxes and do the dishes; I'm independent. A couple of pills a day keep me slightly lethargic yet 'sane'. I can live with that.'

Mental illness is common, and often devastating. In this day and age it is a treatable condition, yet many are left untreated, misunderstood. Richard McLean is one of the lucky ones. His words and pictures give us a unique and poignant insight into a hidden, internal world.

 

BACK COVER BLURB BY ANNE DEVESON, author of 'Tell me I'm Here', and 'Resilience'.

'This is a powerful, quirky and important book. Powerful because it goes straight to the heart of battling a psychotic illness. Quirky because of the author's abundant creativity - and the delight of his illustrations. Important because it outstrips anything else I have read about schizophrenia for its insight into the nature of psychotic thinking and behaviour. McLean writes with a bold simplicity and deftly avoids melodrama and bathos.'

Anne Deveson

 



ACCOLADE BY E. FULLER TORREY, author of 'Surviving Schizophrenia':

Recovered, Not Cured is the best recent book describing the symptoms of schizophrenia from the patient's point of view. It is brutally honest and especially good in portraying the author's initial denial of his illness. I recommend it strongly, both for individuals suffering from schizophrenia and for their families.

E. Fuller Torrey, M.D.
Author of 'Surviving schizophrenia'.



Dr Robert Paul Liberman, MD, UCLA

Just as mountain tops cannot be reached except by winding paths, recovery from schizophrenia cannot be attained without going slowly in the pursuit of community re-integration and a life of learning, working, playing, praying and loving. 

Richard McLean conveys the ups and downs of his pursuit of recovery. He describes in clear and convincing prose, how his constant and determined effort to achieve his personal goals of autonomy swept aside all obstacles.

His example will serve as a positive, compelling role model for others with schizophrenia and their families who are enmired and lost in hopelessness. 

Mental health professionals, for too long hanging on to pessimism and resignation in treating persons with schizophrenia, will learn from Richard McLean's book that recovery from schizophrenia is not simply feasible, it is a reality for many people who have access to comprehensive, continuous, coordinated, competent, compassionate and consistent care.

Robert Paul Liberman, M.D.

Robert Paul Liberman, M.D.
Professor of Psychiatry, UCLA School of Medicine
Director, UCLA Psych Rehab Program
UCLA Neuropsychiatric Institute

 

ACCOLADE BY KIRKUS REVIEWS.

Recovered schizophrenic McLean offers a guided tour, complete with images, through the workings of his brain from the onset of his illness to the present day. McLean was a fairly ordinary, albeit artistic, teenager. His friends smoked pot and so did he. They played in bands and later attended university, and so did McLean. But while his friends could use hallucinogenic drugs and then be back to normal the next day, McLean never really left that strange mind-state behind.

After graduating, he began growing more and more paranoid, and after an unsuccessful stint living in a bachelor pad with a whole gang of young men, he moved back home with his parents and landed a distinctly mundane job in a warehouse. The ordinariness of his daily life, however, did nothing to mitigate his ever-growing delusions.

He would hear the PA system addressing him, read implications and intentionality into every passing license plate, and imagine that there was a giant conspiracy aimed at making him harm himself. McLean's style is uncompromisingly direct and matter-of-fact, with a wealth of detail that opens up the world of a schizophrenic's thoughts without romanticizing the experience.

His extensive collections of drawings add another dimension to his tale; images of giant insects with electronic arms, crowds of streetlights, and landscapes composed of faces lend an intensity to his descriptions of feelings of displacement. Interspersed with the text are postings from Internet message boards for those suffering from schizophrenia. These messages from a nameless crowd do even more to underline the oddity and mystery of the disease.

McLean's story of eventually finding psychiatric and pharmacological help is told in the same flat tone as the rest of his story; one day he'd had enough of hearing voices and looked up psychologists in the phone book. A brave, adamantly anti-sensational tale.

ACCOLADE BY BOOKLIST.

The words in this small but mighty account verbalize the essence of mental illness, and McLean’s graphic illustrations crank up the volume.

The Australian’s raw candor and stirring clarity in both words and images make this a rare nonfiction gem, with a power that grips the reader as if by the lapels.

McLean’s first recollections of paranoia come from adolescence, when he heard voices from the other side of the backyard fence. Soon he was picking up “messages” from automobile license plates, radios, and disembodied voices.

Not unlike many who suffer from schizophrenia, to escape the torment of a constantly shifting reality, he self-medicated with the usual drugs of youth, alcohol and marijuana.

Despite plunging ever deeper into mental illness, he managed to graduate from university, hold a job, and travel throughout Europe, thanks to the emotional support of family and friends, who often excused his bizarre episodes as personality quirks.

Frequently at a loss to understand McLean, they nevertheless provided opportunities for him to conduct what he calls reality checks. The happy ending is that professional medical care has brought his illness under control, and he lives on his own.

The price he pays is a life that is “less interesting” but offers hope for thousands who either suffer from mental illness or know someone who does.


>Donna Chavez



PRIZES/AWARDS:


Highly Commended 2003: Australian Human Rights Award; Arts Non-fiction category.
(Human Rights and Equal Opportunity Comission)

SANE's book of the year, 2004

Recommended for Clinicians and Secondary school libraries alike.

Purchase it from Amazon.com at the link on the right.

 

 

Reccommendations / Reviews

 

Julie McCrossin:

Presenter, ABC National Radio, and host of the 'Life Matters' program.

 

This is a frank and funny guide to recovering from a psychotic illness told with startling frankness. It is a short book that is illustrated with the author's own artwork that mirrors the mental states he is describing.

The combination of personal stories and intriguing pictures offers an unusual opportunity to really get a sense of what it would feel like to believe the radio was talking to you or that the voices in your head are real and their messages must be obeyed.

This is a story of recovery. Richard McLean has learnt to live with his illness and lead a full life and he explains how he does it. The book offers hope to people who have experienced psychosis and to their families and it enables people who want to understand what it is like to feel you're going mad, to really see the world through the author's eyes.

I really think this is a marvellous and rare book.

 

 

Diane Froggatt:

(World Fellowship for schizophrenia and allied disporders.)

 

"Years ago I thought people could read my innermost thoughts. In a weird twist I've bared them all in black and white - a bit like psychosis but this time for real."


Richard McLean's book is well represented by this quote. As he recounts the chronological story of the psychotic events in his life, readers will feel his torment and confusion increase.

As much as any autobiography on this topic that I have read, McLean is able to put the reader in the place of a young man faced with gruelling experiences including voices, hallucinations anddelusions.


Throughout his story McLean never gives up on himself. While believing in the conspiracy that he feels growing around him, many times he challenges his delusions by approaching his friends for a reality check and even confronting those he feels are persecuting him.

I was surprised to read that when he challenges these people he is ridiculed, immediately backs down from his beliefs and often questions their reality.

The book is liberally interspersed by his drawings. A talented artist, McLean is able to help the reader conjure his mental state at the time of their drawing.

Another very powerful addition to the book is the inclusion of emails he has received from other sufferers or their families, some of them very poignant.


Today McLean is well, recovered and continuing to take medication. He was awarded the 2004 Sane Book of the Year award in Australia.

This book would be very helpful to those who have had some psychotic experiences and don't know what to make of them. It would also be helpful to families who find that they are not able to believe what is happening to a loved-one.

 

Anne Deveson:

Author of 'Tell Me I'm Here', (The tragic story of her schizophrenic son), and 'Resilience', (2004).

 

Over the centuries, people afflicted by madness have struggled to write about their experiences. Heartbreaking testimonies are frozen in the records of law courts and asylums, in the annals of psychoanalysis and in writings of every conceivable kind from the works of Sylvia Plath to the poignant cry of the 19th-century poet John Clare, as he languished in Northampton County Asylum:

"I am! yet what I am who cares, or knows?
My friends forsake me like a memory lost."

Experiences of psychotic symptoms often bear a remarkable similarity. Each person's story is unique, but fear has a glittering similarity.

Charles VI of France (known as "the Foolish") believed in the 14th century that he was made of glass, and had iron ribs sewn into his clothing so that he would not break if he fell. The Reverend George Trosse wrote in 1714: "I lay upon my Bed, every Instant expecting to be rack'd or cut in Pieces". In Autobiography of a Schizophrenic Girl (1951), Marguerite Sechehaye lamented: "In the midst of desolation, in indescribable distress, in absolute solitude, I am terrifyingly alone, no one comes to help me. This was it; this was madness."

It is the treatment that changes - sometimes dramatically - depending on the social, economic and religious views of the day. For example, it was obviously better to be mad in the Middle Ages and under the care of kindly monks than to be burned at the stake as a witch only a short while later. Better perhaps to be roaming the countryside in the years before the industrial revolution, yet maybe safer to be in asylums once the big drift to city life occurred - unless you were unlucky enough to end up in those Victorian asylums where purges, beatings and ice-cold baths were standard fare, supposedly to frighten away sin, not to mention madness.

Each new treatment-phase precipitates its own writings. Ken Kesey's One Flew over the Cuckoo's Nest (1962) rebelled against the institutionalised treatment of mental illness. Psychoanalysis gave us books like Marie Cardinal's beautifully written The Words to Say It (1975). Recent screenplays have swung towards heroics - how to have schizophrenia and still be a genius.

Richard McLean's Recovered, Not Cured takes us into yet another vein. McLean belongs to the new look of mental illness: those who have remained in the community and whose attitude towards their illness is far more open and matter-of-fact than previous writers.

This is not to minimise the author's struggles. He became ill about the time he entered university, when he and his friends were "young, naive and invincible". Seven years later, he is crouching in an alley, convinced loudspeakers are projecting secret messages. Video cameras are tracking his every move. Voices are telling him he will die of cancer. He will be tied up and his feet will be soaked in water, and goats will lick them to the bone.

As his psychosis becomes entrenched he becomes increasingly frightened, but through extraordinary tenacity and survival skills he manages to hide the strangeness of his world. He even goes overseas in an attempt to escape his torment. Finally he decides to throw paranoia and caution to the winds by finding a doctor who tells him he has schizophrenia, prescribes medication and sees him regularly.

McLean observes that the great tragedy of psychosis is that, by definition, it precludes awareness that something is going wrong - which means it is vital for others to show insight. He now lives in Melbourne where he works as a graphic artist and illustrator. He is the vocalist and guitarist in a band. He has friends and family, pays his taxes and does the dishes.

He has managed to demystify mental illness, and this (as well as his humour) is the greatest strength of Recovered, Not Cured. His writing is engaging and direct. He has included some quirky digital illustrations from his past, as well as messages from the internet which illustrate the variety of people's experiences.

He has dedicated his book to his family, those who endure the chaos and those for whom the chaos has not yet begun - "may they receive love, empathy and understanding."

 

 

CONSUMER CONSULTANCY/PUBLIC ADVOCACY

...a personal follow on for my career after Recovered...

Ever since the book 'Recovered, Not Cured' was published in 2003, I have been very involved in the 'new' profession of 'Consumer Consultancy'.

As of October, 2004, I now work Part-time professionally as a Consumer Consultant for a Mental Health Service here in Melbourne, Australia.

Instances of public speaking/radio/TV/Other media I have done is listed under 'Consultancy'.

There is also a list of references for presentations from various organisations under 'Consultancy'

Please email your comments on the book, or you have an opportunity for my consumer consultant role. -Thanks.
 

(Personal writing copyright Richard McLean/www.richiemclean.com 1973-2006)